Wednesday, April 29, 2015

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I stood at the gate of heaven and hell Modlitba.sk
My whole science, wisdom kyc and social status now it was not at all about anything. kyc I began to roll on the ground and throws to your body, because I wanted to escape to his body, but my body has already been adopted. And, I was terribly flinched. I began to run and wanted to disappear. I do not know, but penetrated through the wall of the operating room. I did not want nothing more than to get away, but when I penetrated the wall - behold kyc - I did jump into anything. I was sent inside one of the tunnels that were once here and lead mine. In the beginning there was a little more light and were a world like honeycomb. And also it's like the swarming hive, there were so many people. Adults, elderly, men, women, and loud shouting, lizards and wild mane, scrunched teeth. And I was pulled kyc in deeper into the earth, and I was continuously moved downwards, despite kyc the fact that I was still trying to get out from there. Light still waned and it was darker still, and I drove in the tunnel on until it is extraordinary darkness. Defenseless, I plunged into the darkness, for which there is no simple comparison. She darkest darkness on earth is it yet clear to noon. But there the darkness caused terrible pain, terror and shame - and smells horribly. It is a living darkness, there's nothing dead or immobile. When I thus without the aid of a defenseless slide these tunnels, I unexpectedly come to a level surface. Now here I was completely desperate, but possessed kyc an iron will, so I got out of here. It was the same play as before, that I achieve something in life which I now and there was not anything at all - because I was here and I was not able to break free. From big ideas and dreams of the time previously remained nothing. I became suddenly quite simply just a small, totally insignificant. And then I suddenly saw how the earth opened. It looked like a huge mouth, big mouth as horribly as the esophagus. This land lived, she quivered !!! I felt terribly empty and under me this daunting terrible gap that human words simply can not be described. Most horrible was that there is already one felt absolutely nothing of the presence and love of God. There was no longer anything or droplet hope. This hole in himself had something to suck me down without so I can build a resistance. I screamed as insane. I was scared to death when I noticed that I can not avoid this fall, on the contrary, I am constantly pulled down. I knew that if once collapsed down, so he will not get back. And I fall without end deeper and deeper. That was spiritual death of my soul, I would have been irrevocably lost forever. But during this terrible horrors at the edge of the abyss, kyc I suddenly felt how the Holy Archangel Michael holds tight legs. My body fell into the hole, but I was firmly held his legs. It was a terrifying moment of pain and also unspeakable fear. But when I then hung over the abyss, demons which irritated some light that I still had in mind, so all these creatures they pounced on me. They were horrible creatures like maggots like vampires to this light in me to put out konečnoou effect. Imagine my disgust and horror when I saw covered by these nasty creatures. I screamed, I screamed as insane. These things were burning. Oh, my sisters and brothers, this is a living darkness, it is hatred that so shooting that absorbs us, that exploits us and vacuum. There are no words that I would describe this horror.
It is necessary for you to know that I was bezbožníčka practically an atheist. I already believed in the existence of the devil and then not even the existence of God. But here - under these circumstances - I started to scream, "You poor souls in purgatory, please take me away from here, help me out! Please help me! "When kyc I cried so, and filled me searing pain. Here I noticed how millions and millions of people crying and moaning. Once I saw how there were countless people. Adolescents, especially young people, all in unspeakable pain. I understood that in this macabre point, in this cesspool mud and full of hate and pain, the script teeth and spurs them wailing and cries of pain that made me roztriasli and that will never forget. Do you understand? This is the distance from God, it is sin to the consequences of sin. Do you understand what sin is? Completely opposed to God, who is infinite love. Something kyc terrible sin is that it also has crazy implications. And we are doing it out of jokes. Jokes about sin, about hell and demons. In doing so, unfortunately, we do not know what we do. Since then, I've experienced it, years have passed, but whenever I think of it, I cry for the pain of those many, many people. They were suicides, who was killed in a moment of desperation, and now have been in such agony in this misery, this torment kyc Surrounded by these horrible kyc things, surrounded by demons that tormented them. But the most terrible across the torture kyc were: the absence of God, full n

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